It’s 20 days past for 2016 and had this blog for 6 years. It
is a period of metamorphosis from an adolescent to an adult and from
comfortably taking shades to persevering on standing on own feet. It was just a
short period of time, not even a decade, and things happen, most of which were
unexpected. This was totally not what I had imagined how and who I will become decade ago.
Shockingly epic and extravagant.
A friend of me told me that, he’s getting old, and I wonder
if he is talking about physical or psychological. Most likely, the first, as
aging doesn’t mean that one is maturing psychologically and mentally. There are
people, who are fortunate enough to learn the easy way, and some even lucky
enough to learn life the hard way. And the later, seems to appreciate and see
things with a different perspective and in-depth understanding. The theory is
not hard to be understood, as what comes easy goes easy. And how I wish that I
can understand this decades ago, at least at the time when you are still here.
It’s been 2 years
since you left. Things have never been easier. Been growing through the tough
way, but I wonder why the heart is getting emptier? How I wish, to see your
smile, hear your laughter, listen to your lectures, share your moods and have
your presence. It is way too late to realize and wish for all these that will no longer be there, yes?
You had always said that I wasted time on blogging, and now
writing seems to be tougher without you around. I regretted that I didn’t tell
you the reason of me “wasting time” on blogging. You know, I am fortunate
enough that you share me your life and guide me in life, in turn, I would like
to share it with those who didn’t get a chance like me. Though you had said
that blogging is a waste of time, but, I knew you will be reading, as you were
always there when I turn around and always there to watch my back.
Though this letter might not reach you and you are no longer
able to respond to me, but I still want to let you know that, I, really miss
you, as this feeling is aching inside as days pass. People say that time heals,
but it is just that something or somebody is not of significance to be
remembered for a very long period of time. When people or things matter, it
might take decades or even a lifetime to forget.
Be well and have eternal happiness, Di.
***In eternal memory
of M.P.C***
